Natalia

Today I missed so many lives and faces and stories and blessings and lips and hands

I felt safe in Natalia’s arms

built like my mother’s

Do they know that I tore my heart, littering it like bread crumbs on the red dirt?

Do they know that my feet beat out new paths

as my blood drove a new course through my body?

There was pain and comfort enough to go around back then

not like these days